I could not take it anymore  All this waste in front of my eyes  Disgusted by human civilization  I take a departure in hatred  I walk solitary through the snow  Comprised from self-destructing mania  To heal me  Of the sickness of humanity    My hands were bloody  Because I tortured the enemies  Pushing me to death  And so I wander... searching  With a rope in my hand  Unbearable pain of living  Through the darkness of the forest    The waiting for winter is over  Eternal longing for this cold night  Bewildered by the silence of nature  And the morbid shimmer of the moon  I searched for an ancient tree  That, since hundreds of years  Carried with it all the living garbage  This was my place to die    My hands were bloody  Because I tortured the enemies  Pushing me to death  And so I wander... searching  With a rope in my hand  Unbearable pain of living  Through the darkness of the forest