I'm leaving here today    I'm gonna go real far away from here   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met in high school   But she's not gonna get away this time   I'm gonna keep her by my side   Not gonna lose my grip on you   I'm gonna somehow make it through this time   Not gonna fuck up like I did back then   Maybe I'll even fall in love again      And when I try to make things right   I always seem to lose the fight   Can't seem to hold on to my life   So I go on through the pain   That's why I'm leaving here today   Won't make it any other way      Cigarettes & sleep    are the only things that keep me from losing my mind    maybe in time you'll know that   Without you I am nothing    I have always acted blind   I'm never coming home because you left me all alone last night    and you never even showed up in the morning   And so I try to find a way to hold it in   I guess you win this time   Good friends are hard to find       And when I try to make things right   I always seem to lose the fight   Can't seem to hold on to my life    So I go on through the pain   That's why I'm leaving here today   Won't make it any other way       I'm leaving here today   I'm gonna go real far away from here   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met...   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met...   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met...   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met...   I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met...