one year ago today   i tossed away   a quarter that i should have saved   i faked a fairwell fantasy and misbehavied   i never made an effort   my concsience went   after all the time a speant   dollars that i droped on you   thought youd say you missed me too      so here i am, a friend, in the end i meant   to diregared that birthday card   nailed upon your wall he sent   i meant to turn my eyes from everything i shouldnt see   An oath I took, you kissed my cheek.    Cried yourself to sleep, but never would you admit to me.      i always laughed when you laughed   cried when you cried   danced when you danced   i lied   laugh when you laugh   cry when you cry   dance when you dance   i lied      San Francisco payphone. So far from home.    So many friends, and I'm alone.    I faked a farewell fantasy. I lied. You bother me.    My conscience gone. This conversation's dragging on.   There was once upon atime when you...would miss me too.       So here I am, a friend, the end,    I meant to disregard that birthday card,   nailed upon your wall he sent.    I meant to turn my eyes from everything.   Never made a promise.    An oath I took, I kissed your cheek.    Cried myself to sleep, I won't admit that you see.      I always laughed when you laughed   cried when you cried   danced when you danced   i lied   laugh when you laugh   cry when you cry   dance when you dance   i lied   i lied    i lied   i lied   i lied