My lips they tremble from this silence   But I’d rather chew on razorblades   Than speak the words I want to say      Don’t tell me you are sorry   I see this thing all too clearly    Now we’re past apologies   I just want you to bleed like me      I should have known but I never thought you would do this to me   It hurts, laugh now that I know the joke was on me      And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things   And the pictures in my head   You should have slit my throat instead   It would have made more sense   We wouldn’t have this mess   The blood would dry but the lies you hide   Were rotting your insides      My stomachs got this aching feeling   Thinkings got the best of me,   Brought out the worst for all to see.      This feels like everybody knows a secret I don’t   These malicious grins and whispering   A vicious plot to kill what’s left of me      And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things   And the pictures in my head   You should have slit my throat instead   It would have made more sense   We wouldn’t have this mess   The blood would dry but the lies you hide   Were rotting your insides      They’ll never know cause we’ll never tell   Your secrets safe with me   I’ll never let it out   They’ll never know      I should have known but I never thought you would do this to me   It hurts, laugh now that I know the joke was on me      And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things   And the pictures in my head   You should have slit my throat instead   It would have made more sense   We wouldn’t have this mess   The blood would dry but the lies you hide   Were rotting your insides      And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things   And the pictures in my head   You should have slit my throat instead   It would have made more sense   We wouldn’t have this mess   The blood would dry but the lies you hide   Were rotting your insides      My lips they tremble from this silence