pulling me up by the hole of my head  and my ears open up to the sounds of the violence  the conflict at hand is still steadily fed  as my head opens up to the sounds of disturbance  it disabled my mind to another state  of subconcious, obnoxious, paralysis drive  i deny gratifying impulses of hate  misdirection, perception, enabled too late  i was stung by the stinging  i'm bleeding from the biting  i was stung by the stinging  i'm bleeding from the biting anxiety  firing neurons in my head  will compel me to correct the source of disturbance  determinism makes me feel dead  i have not resolved my internal abundance  of instinct drives motivation of fantasy  is punished by my social state  result of the conflict produces anxiety  formulating pressure into hate  neuroticism engulfs all...  defense mechanisms call... out...  i was stung by the stinging  i'm bleeding from the biting anxiety...