To my mother, to my father,  It's your son or it's your daughter,  Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me?  Should I turn this up for you?    I sit here locked inside my head  Remembering everything you've said  This silence gets us nowhwere!  Gets us nowhere way too fast!    The silence is what kills me  I need someone here to help me  But you don't know how to listen  And let me make my decisions    I sit here locked  inside my head remembering everything you've said  The silence gets us nowhere!  Gets us nowhere way too fast!    All your insults and your curses make  me feel like I'm not a person  And I feel like I am nothing but  you made me so do something  'Cause I'm fucked up because you are  Need attention, attention you couldn't give    'Cause I sit here locked inside my head  Remembering everything you've said  This silence get us nowhere!  Gets us nowhere way to fast