I try to breathe  Memories overtaking me  I try to face them but  The thought is too much to conceive    I only know that I can change  Everything else just stays the same  So now I step out of the darkness  that my life became 'cause    I just needed someone to talk to  You were just to busy with yourself  You were never there for me  To express how I felt  I just stuffed it down  Now I'm older and I feel like  I could let some of this anger fade  But it seems the surface I am scratching  Is the bed that I have made    So where were you?  When all this I was going through  You never took the time  To ask me just what you could do    I only know that I can change  Everything else just stays the same  So now I step out of the darkness  that my life became 'cause    I just needed someone to talk to  You were just to busy with yourself  You were never there for me  To express how I felt  I just stuffed it down  Now I'm older and I feel like  I could let some of this anger fade  But it seems the surface I am scratching  Is the bed that I have made    I never meant to fade...  Away    I NEVER MEANT TO FADE    I just needed someone to talk to  You were just to busy with yourself  You were never there for me  To express how I felt  I just stuffed it down  Now I'm older and I feel like  I could let some of this anger fade  But it seems the surface I am scratching  Is the bed that I have made    I try to breathe...