I can't believe  how far I've come  I've watched me stumble  and come undone  If you take away  these memories  all that's left  is just me    Cause I don't want this  And I don't need this  And I don't feel this  It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this  And I can't fake this  And I won't take this  anymore    So you choose  to break my heart  I should have seen this  from the start  I'm haunted by  your apathy  All that's left  is killing me    Cause I don't want this  And I don't need this  And I don't feel this  It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this  And I can't fake this  And I won't take this  anymore    If you believe  that the way you choose to be  I've always had to see  the brighter side of this so I don't lose my faith  Now the sun has gone away  It's getting colder every day  So before I freeze to death there's something I should say    I don't want this  And I don't need this  And I don't feel this  It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this  And I can't fake this  And I won't take this  Though you say you understand you still won't face this  Can't erase this  I won't embrace this  anymore    these lyrics are submitted by steven wheeler