I am not here   I think I've never been here at all or ever will be   I feel like a place   Where no one goes anymore   Why can't you see that everything's   Why does it seem this life's broken? turned gray?   I can't believe in anything sacred   When I don't believe that I am real   It seems so bizarre   But none of this matters   Thoughts disappear, hope has died   Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here   Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?   The truth and the lies confused as one   I can't believe in anything sacred   When I don't believe in anything     I am alone   Locked in my memories   There's nowhere left for me to hide   But I am not real   I've made all I am with lies   Why does it seem that everything's different?   Why does it seem that only you are real?   I don't believe in anything sacred   So, why do I feel so damned alone?   [chorus]    I need someone to break the silence   That's screaming in my head   And in my soul