I'm such an asshole   I'm such a stain   I just keep fucking up again and again   You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed   Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear   So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry   Used me up and left me here for dead   I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me   An addiction too intense to be denied   Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more   Pathertic how I feed off this abuse   You told me that you loved me   You swore that you loved me   And I believed, now I know it was a lie     [chorus]  I don't believe   I don't believe   That I could be so stupid and so naive   I don't believe   I don't believe   That there is nothing, nothing left for me