on christmas morning  outside it was pouring  all was hopeless in this home  and no one speaking  no one creeping  to see if she was on the phone  and u were quiet  this routine riot is all but practical to me  and if we see it why can't we be it?   can we let eachother be?    forget december   it won't be better than i remember it before  and this month only  would be so lonely  and not so homely anymore    new years eve came  but nothing had changed  all the problems just got worse  we sat in silence   the routine science could heal the sickness we reherse  and if im talking   my words are mocking   the deaf ears they have fallen on  these words are tainted  with years of jaded  in a sense thats all but gone    forget december   it won't be better than i remember it before  and this month only  would be so lonely  and not so homely anymore..  anymore...anymore...anymore...    forget december   it won't be better than i remember it before  and this month only  would be so lonely  and not so homely anymore    forget december   it won't be better than i remember it before  a silent night won't feel quite right  its not so silent anymore..  anymore...anymore...anymore...    on christmas morning  outside it was pouring  all was hopeless in this home