I never thought I could watch someone come apart  from the insides to outsides   but every day I see strings fall loose   and every day I see hope lost-   with all this complicated I can't even get pass the thought of thinking   and wondering whether help or understanding rings truer   and I don't know how to do anything anymore for you   but I know that you should stop this world spinning right this minute   and take a look from higher up   and then you could realize just how broken your aim really is   so why don't you ask yourself to show up sometimes?   why don't you stand up tall and kick yourself in the mouth   to remember and to get that burn back   and scorch your stomach and bleed that passion lost  and don't forget what picked you up and don't forget to think this time.