The heaviness of my heart seems a burden to me   Whatever they preach   I have to look for people like me   And so I have to join the wrong   Unmindful of virtue I am eggier for   The pleasure of love more than for salvation   I am seized by desire but   I have to keep the darkness night hidden   In the depth of my heart   It's the most bitter fate   Fate is against me   In love and virtue   I am heartened by my promise   I am downcast by my refusal   There is nothing I need from anyone   Expect love and respect and anyone   Who can't give me those two things   Has no place in my life be sure before   I'll finish   I intend to celebrate this hell   I am involved in