When they crucify your body  On the white wall above your bed  The words your body bleeds down  Will describe my happiness  The joy l'm feeling now  As the universe withdraws  Is equal to the pain  My mother choked out from her jaws  As she endured without complaint  Then laid me out into the sun  Like some skin from in her throat  Like a living piece of scum  Like a red sack full of failure  Infested with my future crumbs  Of pleasure pain and fear and hatred  And hunger for your helpless tongue  With your naked back on gravel scraping  And your claws hooked in my neck  You know l'm just your little infant crawling  Down your bloody stinking mess  And all you people I once knew  You betrayed me once too much  l'd like to sew your eyelids shut  While planting seeds of hatred in your guts  Then masturbating slow and lazy  I'll feel the pain that you'll soon feel  When my memories infect you  With the disease that never heals