They love you while you're out there  Painted gold  But under the lights I see you actin'  In the scene alone  And as the credits are rollin' by  I ask myself  Who is the girl I lie beside    [Chorus:]  I lie awake  and I can't seem to lift my head up  All this weight  Has got me underneath your thumb  And I'm not gunna hurt anymore  I rely on you to lie to me some more    I've bitten off more than I care  To ever chew  I'm losing myself. I am too wrapped  Up in you  As you deliver me your lines  I ask myself  Are you in character this time?    [Chorus:]  I lie awake  and I can't seem to lift my head up  All this weight  Has got me underneath your thumb  And I'm not gunna hurt anymore  I rely on you to lie to me some more    Who is the girl behind all the lies?  Who is the girl?  Who is the girl?    They love you while you're out there  Painted gold  But under the lights, I see you actin'  Alone    [Chorus:]  I lie awake  and I can't seem to lift my head up  All this weight  Has got me underneath your thumb  And I'm not gunna hurt anymore  I rely on you to lie to me some more