in the darkness  of the years that went by  I see through loneliness  only fear pain and lies    fear can take my soul  just like the odor of death  changes me as a whole  makes me hold my breath    sleep the sleep  of the angels  let my eyes sweep  this beauty that excels    delicate silk all memories  cuts through my brain  can't see the mysteries  that made me so plain  they can't be seen  they can't be heard  just like a sin  always there to hurt    another day has passed  another night is here  eternal end and start  I sense guilt coming near    uneven fight  me against my wills  under moonlight  remains only my sense  you can break the spell  tranquil my mind  I had been so blind