Great dilemma  Detestable thoughts  Non-existing facts  And it's the grief that accompanies you  Life and death are struggling  The outcome is wavering  The decision is ours  But the truth escapes me  The sadness of bereavement  The loss of innocence  Hate made an untrodden path  Of my soul  I walk lightly  Trying not to wake  My sleeping consciousness  Trying to resist myself  The fate has schemed  Against us  The weak are condemned  Fear now  I want to be alive  But my soul is asleep  You can say whatever  I go on all alone