I've got a wantless need  I've got a thoughtless mind  I've got a wantless want  I can't unwind  I've got a heart that hates  I've got hands that like to break  They tell me : hold on  They never let me go  I am a clenched fist lookin' for a wall to kiss  I am a locked door lookin' for a foot to kick me to the floor    What have I got? I've got everything  What have I got? Nothin' much at all    Self rejected, well protected, to lock myself inside myself to get free  Self-hated, frustrated, my hands turn to fists  Violence - so hard to resist  I get so mad I do things that I regret  So stupid, so stupid, not stupid enough to ever forget    Got no need, got no brain - inside my mind I feel no pain, no  I feel the pounding in my head  Start lookin', start lookin' - you better look out  I'm not feelin' too nice today  ........................  I can't stop, I can't stop - it pulls me together then it tears me apart  Just like that