when I close my eyes  all I see are visions of you  and when I open my eyes  your absence pulls me down  and I try to but I can't shake myself loose    I can't command my brain  all I do is shrink and think of one thing  I am sitting alone beside me  I'm digging a hole inside myself    all I want is world I think I found  when I look in to your eyes  all I know is that I am tired of the world around me  please please please don't ignore me    then it came  here I am  thinking of you is everything within me  and I know that you will never feel me  never see me  never know these thoughts of mine  but in my mind you're always there  always smiling and always reaching out for me  the days go on with heart ache  the days go on with emptiness    all I want is to some how matter to you  even if all else rejection  all I know is that I am hammered  from the world around me  please please please don't destroy me  don't destroy me  don't destroy me  don't destroy me    all I want is world I think I found  when I look in to your eyes  all I know is that I am tired of the world around me  please please please don't ignore me    and I burn down time  trying to find a way to get through to you  I know I am standing in line for a hand out  it'll never come  but still I don't care    felling like  looking like  naked fear is everything  fear is everything I am    laid out  wide eyed  exposed  unable to forget you    all I want is to some how matter to you  even if all else rejection  all I know is that I am hammered  from the world around me  please please please don't destroy me