When nothing matters now and you're not sure if it ever did   When life is grey or black or whatever color it is   When the sound of his voice screaming in your ear   Melts with the tender vision the noise disappears      You're letting him back in   To break you once again   You're crawling in your skin   You're forgiving him   You hold it in      Her mascara draws his picture on her face   And all these pictures that he's framed take up his space   These awkward elevator moments of happiness   Just keep her open to the cycles of viciousness      Letting him back in   To break you once again   You're crawling in your skin   You're forgiving him   You hold it in      Letting him back in   To break you once again   You're crawling in your skin   You're forgiving him   You hold it in      Holding on   For a little happiness   Holding on   For a little happiness