She seemed dressed in all of me  Stretched across my shame  All the torment and the pain  Leaked through and covered me  I'd do anything to have her to myself  Just to have her for myself    Now, I don't know what to do  I don't know what to do  When she makes me sad    She is everything to me  The unrequired dream  A song that no one sings  The unattainable  She's a myth that I have to believe in  All I need to make it real is one more reason    I don't know what to do  I don't know what to do  When she makes me sad    But I won't let this build up inside of me  I won't let this build up inside of me  I won't let this build up inside of me  I won't let this build up inside of me    I catch in my throat  Choke  Torn into pieces  I won't, no  I don't want to be this    But I won't let this build up inside of me  (I won't let this build up inside of me)  I won't let this build up inside of me  (I won't let this build up inside of me)  I won't let this build up inside of me  (I won't let this build up inside of me)  I won't let this build up inside of me  (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)    Won't let this build up, build up inside of me    She isn't real  (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)  I can't make her real  (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)    She isn't real  (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)  I can't make her real  (I won't let this build up, build up inside of me)