Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make  And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break  And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking  For a way out of this lie    [Chorus]  Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me  And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories    Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is  And fixing your problems and starting over agin  Your feeding your ego with what you can see outside  And your killing yourself for not speaking your mind    [Chorus]    In memory    [Bridge]  I wonder why you make believe you live your life straight through me  I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie  I will not justify your way's I cannot show you an escape  I do not know you any more, I never knew you anyway    [Chorus]    In memory