When I think back on this life  I guess we were doing the best we could  And to look at us from the outside  I'm sure it seems somewhat romantic  but when you've tasted excess  Everything else tastes bland  Yeah, we had everything to lose  But we still lived like we were about to die  After all, we were the drug scouts of America    I've begun evaporating  Right before your eyes  I just keep regurgitating  My own demise    I miss today I miss the past  I miss my veins 'cause they've collapsed  A simple thought occurs to me    I'm face down on the tracks  The train is coming fast  And it's not derailing  It's not the first time  And this won't be the last  That my heart is failing    As the blood is rushing  to my head  And from my wrists  I'm in love with all the things I know I should resist    And all the times you said to me  Your falling down ones destiny  A simple thought occurs to me    I'm face down on the tracks  The train is coming fast  And you're right there waiting  It's not the first time  And this won't be the last  That my heart is failing    [Spoken]  Like I was saying  The look in the eyes of death  Was intoxicating  Taking it into our lungs  Laughing at ourselves  Where others would probably cry  And more importantly  I'd probably just die  Staring face to face with the demons  And not back down  Takes a constitution that most people just don't have  A life gets soiled with sex, drugs and rock and roll    I'm face down on the tracks  The train is coming fast  And it's not derailing  It's not the first time  And this won't be the last  That my heart is failing    I'm face down on the tracks  The train is coming fast  And you're right there waiting  It's not the first time  And this won't be the last  That my heart is failing    these lyrics are submitted by hahaka3