Lived too long now you've come to take me  To a place where I can die  Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me  Can't be something but I'll try    Lived too long and waited to just drown  In my self pity I keep falling down    Want to be your soldier  Want to be your slave  I have no pride in myself    Only book that I own is called 'how to lose'  Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose    Lived too long and waited to find  A place where I can die  Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me  Give me something but I'll try    Want to be your solider  Want to be your slave  I have no pride in myself  That's how I behave