Addiction's held you back  But you don't care  'Cause you're on a high again  And it's not fair  Consuming alcohol  While I gotta drive  Take a hit from the drugs you stole  And try to survive    Since your life was over  You haven't yet been sober  You have held me back so long  Everything you do is wrong    Now I gotta dump you  Continue my life too  I tried to help you  Don't care what you do    You're state of mind's improved  But we're still apart  I visited you'd moved  Don't know where to start  Your life's an open cold sore  Got to get out the cream  Now I'm thinking positive  But I know it's a dream    You died yesterday