I never thought that it would be  Something like this, something I can't believe  Life slips away, I'm begging for it to stay  Desperate to stay alive  Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife  My struggle for life devours my everything    Towards the light I strive  Towards my death I fly    A light in front of me appears  I'm at the end yet here it begins  Slowly I crawl away from the shining light  But something seems to hold me back  Halfway to death, into eternity  The light feels so warm, embraces my dying soul    My dying soul will enter the unknown  Harmony, this fear will disappear  The longing in my eyes for peace eternally  Tearing my soul in two, tears me apart    Eternity in front of me the light is all I see  Eternity devours me, will I be free    A doubt inside of me arise  Return to life, or facing my destiny  I feel myself drawn to the other side  Entering a world of light  Relief in my my mind, relieves my entire soul  At last I let go, I flow into emptiness    The passage to eternity    So here I stand  In this rain of falling tears  Time stands still  Everythig around is dead  I cannot see  I'm embraced by nothingness  But do I want  To find the passage back to life