music: C. Rosso-F. Torchia/lyrics: G. Careddu-Desdemona    When I was younger I used to believe  my life would get better as I lived  look at this old boy who is older inside  his inner hunger, I don't know why  they just wanted to decide for me  a new generation for a family tree  I got no results but I'm doing all my best  and I want a chance to try again    I don't care about fatherland  too many times he raised his hand  for a strong morality  he gave me no excuses    I'm sick of it all  and I'll never be quiet  there's no satisfaction in living this life  that brings me closer to a bitter disease  I try to forget but I'll never be pleased  I'm split inside but I try to be one  and all the colours I see they confuse me  no more reasons to stop running and to rest  now I've got a chance to try again    I don't care about fatherland  too many times he raised his hand  for a strong morality  he gave me no excuses    Shadows of my life  will my dreams come true tonight?  Shadows of my life  I'm telling you next time    Can you read this story inside my eyes?  Innocence's something I've been losing soon  I'm still screaming for all the lies that I was told  still they are trying to change my mind  memories to forget my tears  increasing my lust they will disappear  maybe it's time to rise and stand  behind my smile a desperate cry  memories will deny my past  I'm here to see and understand  I won't live for yesterday anymore  it's finally time to deify my body  Shadows of my life  will my dreams come true tonight?  Shadows of my life  I'm telling you next time  Shadows of my life  will my dreams come true tonight?  Shadows of my life  I'm telling you next time