I kept my mouth shut from the start   I guess I left you in the dark   You thought you knew me but you don't   You say you'll love me but you wont   When you find out who I am     I kept my mouth shut for too long   All this time you got me wrong   Now we're in this way too far   I'm about to break your heart   Tear everything we had apart     'Cause I'm feeling lost   When I'm in your arms   The reasons are gone   For why I was holding on to you   I tried so hard   To be the one   I don't like who I've become     Won't keep my mouth shut anymore   I've had my share of closing doors   Now I know I'm not afraid   I know exactly what you'll say   But I'm sorry it's too late    'Cause I'm feeling lost   When I'm in your arms   The reasons are gone   For why I was holding on to you   I tried so hard   To be the one   I don't like who I've become     Yeah yeah, yeah yeah   (I kept inside of me for all this time)   Yeah yeah, yeah yeah   (Thought that I could make it work if I just tried)   Yeah yeah, yeah yeah   (But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie)    'Cause I'm feeling lost   When I'm in your arms   The reasons are gone   For why I was holding on to you   I tried so hard   To be the one   I don't like who I've become     I kept my mouth shut for too long   Now I know that it was wrong     I wish I told you from the start   That this was never meant to last   We should've never gone this far     Won't keep my mouth shut anymore