Look behind, see my shadow  It's telling me to run away  Sit and sigh, wondering why  Is it me that wants to stay  Do I belong here, something is wrong here  Trapped in this prison by myself  How can I hide this, I cannot fight this  When I don't talk to anyone else    I'm not what I used to be  Failing is not a part of me  Living out my wildest dreams  'Til you know I'm not complete  Never there    It's so weak, living this way  Why bother getting out of bed  Do I tell, what can I say  Free this torture from my head  In the morning, so much mourning  Stacking high and piling up  Knock it all down, fall to the ground  That is the only way to know    How can these answers form questions  They formulate the suggestions  But they do not really solve a thing