Hello to the girl I loved  I wish to see you again  To caress your smile disbelief  Entangled hands in red hair    I guess that there's no sense in dreaming  To fear upon your bed and wait  I guess that there's no sense in living  This fear inside me braves on    Now before I wander  Into the storm  I'd breathe your name  And fall again  And pray to you once more  But you would push me in  Into the rain  And close the door  I fell before  To embrace the eyes of him  But I must move on  Into the end  Sweet empty hands of embered rain  To never fill upon me again  I never wanted this  I never wanted this  I never wanted any more of this    Hello to the girl I lost  I wanted to see you again  Hello in the ground I fill  To reach for heaven  You were the best friend I had  If not for heaven  If not for her  If not forever    I wish I could hold onto  Things that she was  To feel again and fear the same as you  Things that she was  But never would I feel  And all that she would say is  Not to win, not to blame  Not to live, not to save me  From this song I never wanted to sing