The drugs are ruling. controlling. confusing  Don't want to be myself anymore  Can't escape from reality    I'll make my own decisions  Without distorted visions  Fighting for rebirth  In torture and toment driven  Last time I'm not forgiven  Imprisioned I blame myself    I am feeling what it has been doing to me   It is changing ican not find my ecstasy  Addicted I suffer lost  Broken I dry retch emotion  Addiction it feeds on us (let it rule)    I'll deceive you and I will lead you  Drag you down and force to feed you  Money's no issue just what I do  An industry of fake illusion    Here's the reason a taste of freedom  An open mind to stained delusion  I know it's new to you but I am telling you  You're searching for a different life    You'll make your own decision  Through distorted visions   Fighting for rebirth  In torture and toment driven  Last time you're not forgiven  Imprisioned you'lI blame yourself    What's the meaning of what I'm needing  Cannot escape this life I'm leading  I reach to others but they despise me  I'm pushed aside with no one to turn to    Now I'm empty I'm done with dealing  I live alone but have no healing  Cut arms bleeding it's never ending  A pool of blood I'm descending    I'll make my own decisions  Without distorted visions  Fighting for rebirth  In torture and toment driven  Last time I'm not forgiven  Imprisioned I blame myself