Don't fuck with 8 Foot Sativa.  Motherfucker! I hate you.    You're gripping my hand not letting go of it  Why don't you leave me alone  Too bleed to death I'm nothing but trouble  Can't you understand that  My decision is made no-ones controlling it  The fear of life it's fucking worth dying  Even though it's all in the head   I keep on wishing i was just dead    Pain is real  Misery i feel  Hate made me  I can not break free    This is my life in vain  All these lives I've changed  Rising above my loss  Leaving the things I've crossed    My decision is made you can't betray me  It's not worth living with things I've seen  I know you're trying to keep me sane  But the only thing I'm going insane  Never mind what's on my mind  I've been keeping it in far too long  Even though my life is a waste  There's lots of things I'm yet to taste