I shoulda kept my jacket on to protect me from this  violent weather. Twist the knife a thousand times but  I can't feel I"m made of leather. There's something  else you never understood about me.....i"m at the  wall. Defying all my laws of reason, high from the  drug, I"m clever. Elastic nerves give the impression  that i"m here forever. Alive in every corner of my  mind, I stand tall.  It's real in my head, I feel it in my soul, you'll  always be a part of me I know. And coast to coast I'll  ride, knowing there's so much more that's inside. And  it'll set me free...........  How many times did you think I would show you my  pride? How many times did you think that I would  swallow it down? In regard to your deceiving I"m  receiving this reward. Relief from all the thoughts  that always lingered on my head. Relief from all the  messed up feelings when you're laying in my bed. I"m  trading it all away for false security.........  I'll race out of control, basking in the light, of all  that is ahead of me and I, will chase til I am weak.  It's there for the taking..........