I'm a rat in a maze  i'm headed in the wrong the direction  if societies the cure  well then i'm the infection  when i was younger i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure  but the more that i tried  the more i fuckin suffered  its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life  my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light  i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right  all these fuckin' rules and regulations hold me down  i open up my mouth to scream, but no one hears a sound  cause they're too busy buying up  everything thats been selling  that's why i chose to live  a fuckin' lifestyle of rebellion  its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life  my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light  i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right