[Chorus]    I  Don't know why  You did what you did to me  Baby I just can't see  (Cause)    {Verse 1}    I just sit alone by myself  In my room where I cut myself  But there's no one out there who can help  Because nobody's ever felt what I've felt  When you left  You left all of these scars on my heart  It was so damaged that it fell apart  Baby you left my heart all full of holes  Now out of them is where all of my blood flows  I have lost so much of it now I'm feelin cold  It feels like you went out and grabbed a pole  And ran it through my body and left a hole  That's when you walked away from here and left me alone  Cause you felt like your job was done  I thought you were the one  I cut myself tons  Until my blood runs  Faster than bullets come outta guns  Baby you got me stunned  And this is no fun  Gotta die now cause I'm done    [Chorus]    {Verse 2}    Baby it's a shame  You had to bring this pain  Into my life  Cause now I sit up at night  In the corner  Give my wrists a slice  And every single night  And every single day  I tear my heart out  Sew myself up  After it's out  Throw it away  And the very next day  I get up, do it again  It's like a never-ending cycle  A game I never will win  And ever since you left me, I've been dying indefinately  Everyday I just wake up and I'm like "Pleas, somebody kill me!"  Just to free me from this pain  Cause I will never be the same  I dig until I hit a vein  And pour my blood down the drain  People say that I'm crazy but I say you made me insane  And baby you should be ashamed  Cause you're the only one to blame  You give love a bad name  You're just a player in love's game  In which the winner feels no shame  And the loser just gets pain  And it will always stay the same  Because there's never any change  There will always be a loser  In all of love's games    [Chorus]    {Verse 3}    I hate you now girl  You were my world  Now you're nothin to me  But you made me  Start cuttin my wrists on the daily  Can't save me  From myself  I think I need help  I need to stop cutting myself before I wind up in hell  Cause that's where I'll be sent  A world of torture and torment  But that's what I have now  So maybe I could live with it  Cause when you left  You comitted one last act of theft  You stole my heart and it will end up leading to my death  I can't take this anymore, you left me alone  So I waited a couple of days and called you up on the phone  All you said was "Goodbye" and then I heard a dial tone  And after I hung up the phone I began to write this song  The words came out my mouth like the blood comes out my wrists  So I wrote em down, recorded em, and it sounds like this  The words you're hearin now came straight from outta my heart  But if you were listenin really close youd've known that from the start    [Chorus]