Vile, putrid hate, fills my veins  Damn this life, absolute distain  What purpose do I serve here?   Awaiting death I no longer fear    Born we are never free  Confined to our own reality  Cast down in suffering  Damned to exist eternally    I can't stand this place any longer  I'd revel in it's destruction  To see the end you must know the beginning  Hopeless is the cycle    Sever the life from my senses  Cling to the instinct to survive  Lye in darkness await renewal  Endlessly carry on    I create, and self destroy  Bleed the hate from my veins  To cleanse the impure I defiled  Truth can invoke the change    Always wondering why  Unable to embrace this life  All colour recedes while  My hate consumes everything