In a dream  we quarrel again  don't love each other  our eyes are black like the hell  in a dream  our looks are dead romance  there's no rest  and the night is forever  I lose hold  how long does it take?  I sink into blackness  cold like a dead hell  your silhouette  is a far shore  a million miles  far away from me.    Clumsy and slow  my body falls upon you  the smell of your sweet  is what I love  my face gets wet  and blindness burns in my eyes  only dumb screams  no word comes over your lips  my blunt hands  are like two claws in your shoulders  I hold you  and it is silence  I see black  I eat into the darkness  I'm buried in you  while you disappear.    I stare blind  and see a darkness  so cold and deep  like a frozen sea  I get up  and open the door into the light  I emerge  to breathe the air wich I do not need  In your eyes  I see deep and cold hate  wich breaks out in you  and in the abyss of the night  whenever blackness comes  it is deeper than your eyes  pain is coming  and it is for eternity!    I hold on  like a survior to a shipwreck  I cling to the hope  that swims like driftwood  throughout days and nights  whipped by the beat of  my black and bleeding heart.