caught in a dark and sterile world  life fading like an withered leaf  lonley like an empty lake  I'm walking through the fields  now the black coldness reaches me, too  merciless and against my will  thougths on the edge of madness  picture of unimaginable force  and I see my own heart getting harder and colder  Endorphin deadens my senses, more and more    my blood boils with rage, full of euphoria  I feel this power in the air  in the transport of night  in the transport of time  something deep takes over the domination  the force is stronger than me  ecstasy is spreading  I can 't control my mind    In a state of total isolation  the suffering decides my behaviour  the common sense is cut off - like pale tissue  the bloodlust begins  bizarre pictures rotating wild  a black shape is eating my interiour  cold light catches myself  and I break her body into two  the awakening is cruel  I don't know, what's happening to me    My fingers are stained with blood  the guilt stains red on my hands  the shouts of the father  so yelling and agonizing  probe into my brain  I'd like to change  but Endorphin deadens my senses    Nothing can stop me  Endorphin  Nothing can stop me  Endorphin I'm falling deep, deep  Endorphin    sharp metal penetrates the frame  blood streams, slides into the dark nothing  thoughts are running, dropping  the elixir of life clots  the fight slowly  a thread of gloom and pain breaks  sucked out, but full of dreams  at last breathe escapes into the night.