Father, why did you materialize me back into this world  My soul will always belong to the shadows  The pain I feel is not pleasure, it is life  Though I seek thy hell the gates are before me    Could this be my hell?  Could this be my sentence?  To walk the path between  I travel in the circles through the infinity of endless horizons    Fools! I have seen it all before  Centuries ago once more I am tempted  Once more I shalt fail    My journey continues  I wander through a curse of an undivine life  The pain I feel so bitter and so deep    My lament is my own creation  My lament is that life goes on and on    My lament is my own creation  My lament is that life goes on and on    I see people grow  I see them die  I wish my heart would stop  Why can this not be the end?  I’m so tired of this life  Please let me fly away  Into the great beyond  Far into the infinite skies