Is it worth it can you even hear me  Standing with your spotlight on me  Not enough to feed the hungry  I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now  In this sea of lonely  The taste of ink is getting old  It's four o' clock in the fucking morning  Each day gets more and more like the last day  Still I can see it coming  While I'm standing in the river drowning  This could be my chance to break out  This could be my chance to say goodbye  At last it's finally over  Couldn't take this town much longer  Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be  Now I'm ready to be free    So here I am it's in my hands  And I'll savor every moment of this  So here I am alive at last  And I'll savor every moment of this    And won't you think I'm pretty  When I'm standing top the bright lit city  And I'll take your hand and pick you up  And keep you there to so you can see  As long as you're alive and care  I promise I will take you there  And we'll drink and dance the night away    As long as you're alive  Here I am  I promise I will take you there