Desperately trying to find my way  And hopelessly grabbing for the words to say  And I can't see, I'm searching for the remedy  And I want to be the way I dreamt it to be  And it feels like you're a million miles away  Will I heal when you're so far from me    I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now  I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now    Choking me with these words I say  Apologies: there's not enough to say or express  And I confess that you're everything to me, to me  And I'll be what you want me to be  I can't see past the broken part of me    I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now  I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now    Suffocate the things I hate with the remedy inside of me again  I suffocate the things I hate with your remedy inside of me again, again    I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now  I'm desperately seeking  I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down  'Cause I don't want to go home right now