you ask me in the dark  if I can see the way  I tell you in the light  it's all just shades of gray  ( rap )  you ask me hold you tight  to hold you through the night  when the sun is coming 'round  you'll look but I won't be found  you'll reach but you won't grab  you need something to stab  you draw the blood from ( out of ) me  I'll bleed but my blood won't creep  I'll be your poison apple  I'll be your secret love  I'll hold you from reality  I'll be your black dove  I'll keep you safe from thinking  I'll keep you for another  'till you awaken from your dream  of us falling for each other  ( rap )  clouds lift from your head  they fall to what I've said  walking, walking down the isle  kissed by a pedaphile  I held your ( young ) body in my hands  you ran away like grains of sand  I left your memory there to die  and I say "nothing more than you am I"  ( solo )  don't run away  I'd destroy myself for you  don't tell yourself lies  when you know I'll hear them too  together it was to right to be right  fire's all around  I hand you my pain and hurt  you never made a sound  you were but a child  loving me?  love was for me  love is for thee,  her small feet in the dirt;  love will make the night bright  for you and yours  and when my blood spills,  hide your face  from my dark shores  oh, he's a pedaphile  oh, he's a pedaphile  they'll say  he's a pedaphile