Lusting for eternal pain   Begging to be tortured   Agony brings relief, I am insane   Indulging in self-mutilation   To satisfy my need again   The pain severe from my severed veins   Curing me of deprivation   Pain I crave   Euphoric state of butchery   Revelling in gore and blood   Pain I save   Igniting visions of the past   Dismembered bodies never found   Pain I gave   Deranged by my deviance savage goal to maim and kill   Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die   Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality   Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain   Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies   Sacrifice   Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify   Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity   Suicide   Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles   Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy   Lechery dominates my misery   Tortured eternally, torment inside of me   Disturbing impulses, living in agony   Rancid degenerate craving impalement   Demented destiny, not fearing agony   Excruciating hunger that I need to feed   Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously   Tortured eternally, torment inside of me   Disturbing impulses, living in agony   Rancid degenerate craving impalement   Demented destiny, not fearing agony   Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill   Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die   Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality   Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain