The lack of desire pushed down   Pushed down on your face   Dark scenarios constructed on fate's dime   Changing all that's around you   Hope seems so far from here   When will this agony cease?   How can I fill this void?   Suicide infects my mind,   Poisoning all that's left inside   Suicide invades my mind,   Fracturing all that's left inside   My soul standing over my own flesh   How can I make this agony cease?   Suicide infects my mind,   Poisoning all that's left inside   Suicide, it takes my mind   Crushing all that's left inside   Life does not end in death   I was not meant for this world   I can tell it's my time to leave   Time to greet death with a smile   Tortured and twisted, diseased and fucked   Fear is nothing more   Nothing more than an illusion   Death is nothing more   Nothing more than an illusion