Whenever I'm alone with you I keep to myself  It's not because I'm bored with you it must be my health  I feel like I'm a little kid afraid to go to school  I lock myself inside my room and act like a fool    I don't know why and I don't miss it  I wanna cry and no one's listenin'  I don't know why? I don't know why?    The phone keeps ringing but I'm not home or maybe I am  The world outside is not the same, I don't give a damn  I lie around in bed all day the ceiling's all I see  You try to take me out the door but I won't leave    I don't know why and I don't miss it  I wanna cry and no one's listenin'  I don't know why? I don't know why?    On my own  I'm afraid  All my feelings  Seem the same    Feel the same