I hid from all your contradictions  and found that they had won  I blame myself for all your lonely tears  we always fought  I never thought we would have to wait  then your words made me realize  I'm wrong    (chorus)  If I don't make it known that   I've loved you all along   just like the sunny days that   we ignore because   they're all dumb and jaded   and I hope to God I figure out   what's wrong     I fall around myself   not blinking  but thinking I had lost  I blame myself for being too much like   everybody else   I never thought I would just   bend this way   then you spoke and made me realize  I'm wrong    (chorus)    and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong 2x    (chorus) 2x