now that i am back out there  once more scared  misgivings haven't gone  inside this human race  no touch of grace  and still no place to go  i know it's up to me  to decide if this is real  but i'm walking and fro  always thinking about the ways i chose  welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... i'll keep an eye on you  tell me how could i forget all the angers i once had  should i start again ... to find the same ... that i once left behind  when tell me why should i forget all these dreams that i still have  another time ... another turn, i thought  but now i know that's wrong  this life will still remain the same  if i don't change a thing myself  i know it's up to me ...