Father, I will never forgive you  For how hard life has been for me  For all these years of struggling  For never giving me anything  All this hate and hurting  Buried deep inside of me  My tears are real, as well as the pain I feel  And I'm tired of living this  Bastard's Life that I've lived so long  The only happiness I've found  Is in my daughter's eyes  It amazes me, how much I see of me in them  Of this bastard, Oh this bastard  Father, I was just a baby  When you walked away from me  How could you just abandon me  To face this cruel world alone  Father, I know I'm a better father  Than you could ever be  Because father I have been wondering  Where you've been for my entire life  Because my tears are real as well as the pain I feel  Father, one day you're going to wake up  And realize everything you've given up  Father, I don't know how you live with yourself  Knowing that you've abandoned me