If I had any meaning in this ol big world   Can you tell a lost and lonely girl   If I was happy for a day I’d risk it all   That’s why when I’m with I’m not afraid to fall      And if you left me, and if you leave me   At least I’d have a cherish all the memories      I’ve been having trouble   With keeping up this smile   I’ve been having trouble   Hurting for quite a while   And I’m feeling stupid   Cause I did it to me   And I’m feeling desperate   From being unhappy      Why’d you leave me like this?   With scars across my heart and on my wrists   When I looked in your eyes   I didn’t know happiness had a price      And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak   At least you had to love to know how to ache   But don’t, hesitate to let your feelings be known   It’s better to love and lose then just be alone      And if they left you, and if they leave you   At least you know in their heart they will always keep you      I’ve been having trouble   With keeping up this smile   I’ve been having trouble   Hurting for quite a while   And I’m feeling stupid   Cause I did it to me   And I’m feeling desperate   From being unhappy      Why’d you leave me like this?   With scars across my heart and on my wrists   When I looked in your eyes   I didn’t know happiness had a price      I’m feeling broken   Scattered pieces on the ground   I’m feeling desperate now   can abandoned souls be found      I’ve been having trouble   With keeping up this smile   I’ve been having trouble   Hurting for quite a while   And I’m feeling stupid   Cause I did it to me   And I’m feeling desperate   From being unhappy      Why’d you leave me like this?   With scars across my heart and on my wrists   When I looked in your eyes   I didn’t know happiness had a price