right now i'm feeling useless    it's all the same    it's all the same to me    this curse is growing stronger    this isn't how i thought it would be now    i would pave the way    but i've got nothing to say    thinking out loud    who do you want me to be me       we saw, WE HAD A VISION    we heard, BUT DIDN'T LISTEN    i never could accept what they would offer    what they would give       my battle's not against you    i'm fighting with myself    because i'm pulled in each direction    they're all the same with different names    falling apart    fall down fall, falling apart       we can't pretend    that we've ever been safe    can you hear the sound    believe       find your reasons beyond    feed the urge, take it beyond